About Me, Chronic Illness, Reflections

Summer Returns

Life returns as the baby bluebirds start to emerge from their nest.

Lessons from the Backyard – Taking Flight Again

Life begins again – look closely you might see our newest additions to the backyard “Baby Bluebirds”

It has been a long time since I have felt the energy to create for the Backyard. It was not for a lack of desire to write, photograph, or create this dream – but – instead a life that got in the way – to keep going – trying to look and feel normal. Is it a lack of strength? A lack of creativity and smarts? What made being in the backyard and making my paradise a reality such a burden? I am not sure that I can answer that question yet beyond the label of living with a chronic disease full of daily medicines and brutal fatigue.

My hope instead as the summer tiptoes slowly (I hope) is to find a peaceful place where I can accept that the doctors can’t heal me and that I can learn to love and appreciate my body. I will putter around the backyard in the gardens – with the animals – cook some healthy meals (a new goal) and learn what I need to help my body find harmony in being. I love to write and share, so I hope some will find these thoughts and experiences, projects or recipes fun as we journey together in a world of unknowns. In a world where doctors are not sure what or why our bodies betray us – saddened that their schooling doesn’t have the answers to cure us or even answer our questions. Instead, we must take a hopeful path forward. To those out there with a chronic illness or the imaginary autoimmune that dodges all tests, we must travel this journey together.

Today, I am starting anew. I walked my backyard (a little in the front too) and started with my grateful moments. A wonderful family of humans and pets, nature’s miracles all around me, the sounds and smells of life with the sounds of the bluebird babies chirping for food ran through my head. Below are some things that caught my eye today as I walked. Be – I told myself; Be here – not in your fears, thoughts or what must be done but just be. Hear the wind through the trees and the girls calling you to come back to the coop. Just BE. Today, I urge us all to be where we are – give yourself a moment to just breathe in the air around, and be mindful of the nature around you that is springing to life – A life that we so desperately want to have spring inside of us. Until the next post – I hope not too long – be well.

BE your sun today

Life is all around us waiting to give us strength – we just have to stop and look around to see – to know you are not alone in this journey called life.
Reflections

Time –

At times, time seems to go monotonously slow – painfully one day at a time looking forward to a work vacation. And now – here we are – summer vacation – the ultimate vacation for teachers. Today starts my first day of summer vacation – how did an entire school year pass without many posts? How could my new love of life fold back into the drudgery of the day-to-day?

We are back – I hope to stay!

As I return to my desk and my blog, I reflect on all that has happened this school year. The family did well and we had many things to celebrate including a graduation and a full year at college for my daughter with in-person classes. On the health front, my blood tests remained stable throughout the year, and I am now in “chemical remission” from my immune system’s attack on my liver. Still struggling with symptoms, especially the attack on my joints, I face each day realizing that I have the chance to live – not the life that was before my diagnosis but a life where I seem to be ok. I still have nagging thoughts of “what if” something else goes wrong. Why does the fatigue feels like I am weighed down by concrete blocks or my head is so foggy that I don’t want to move it for fear that woosh feeling might come? Even with these thoughts, I continue to look for the sun – the hope that today will be a good day – a day to replenish – to rebuild – a day to make a difference in someone’s life.

Reflecting back on the school year quickly, I made it without any big hurdles or sick days. Doctor’s appts went well and I was able to be in-person for the entire school year. I focused on pouring my love into my students and enjoying the moments. I even tackled a long-term goal of introducing a Biomimicry project for interested students that went extremely well. Yeah! I did it. The family is doing well with another one off to college in two weeks – the Air Force Academy. Excited for a new adventure but sad to see another one fly the nest. Thank goodness my youngest is only starting high school. As I sit here writing, I am taking the entire month of June off from school work except for the 8th and 9th as I have a small online conference. As much as I want to learn and plan for the next school year, I am forcing myself to let it go and focus on myself and my wonderful family. Our special plot here can come to life so we can share it with everyone.

Life will come again

This break leads me back to the blog and Bitsy’s Backyard – a time to focus on passion and the light that burns in me to create but gets lost in the hoopla of our everyday path. Why do we let it burn so low? Maybe it is the weight of fatigue, family happenings, social media, or even a good series to binge watch? I am not sure but I am happy to return to the backyard with renewed optimism that I can dream big and turn this land into a lush garden full of life.

Meadow has some fun plans too – wait to see how much she has grown.

So June plans – figure out the direction of the backyard and how to turn it into a family oasis. I have some goals for this summer to blog, clean, puzzle, read, workout, garden, learn crochet, learn to draw and design our backyard transformation. I hope to share my continued path forward in life with a chronic disease that I have decided to acknowledge but not let it control me. A time to breathe – refocus – rebuild and just be. I need to learn to breathe again – how to embrace each moment especially now that two of my kids will be off to college in the fall.

Summer Hopes

The gentle breeze through my hair

The sound of the cardinal soaring in the air

The smell of freshly cut grass

Reminds me of all that summer has

Believe again in each day

That I can be better than I was I pray

Reflections

New Year – New Start

It has been too long away from my blog and thus the backyard. We have been surviving through the fall, not thriving the way I had envisioned. Back to work is going well, the family is doing well, the animals are doing well….. the garden is surviving and well….. the cooking fun fell to the back burner.

So, New year means a new start – a new sunrise to the day. I have lots planned in my mind and intentionally be present at the forefront. Not to rush – to read – to walk – to rest – to play games and puzzles. I am not sure why that each day, I find myself sprinting to bedtime. Personally, I want to focus on each moment and just be there – not anxious – not frustrated but present to be me – help the ones around me, take a deep breath, and keep walking the path ahead. It might look wobbly at times, but trust yourself to keep going.

To that end, I have lots of ideas about posts and goals for 2022. The first one that we as a family are embarking on is the 100 days of Real Food Challenge from Lisa Leake. We started today, and I am excited to make some healthy choices. It is crucial with my autoimmune disease to limit inflammation naturally as much as possible, so a better diet is helpful. Through our challenge, I’ll post updates on our successes and even mishaps. Join us if you would like – it should be quite an adventure in the kitchen and so much more fun to do with others.

As I say goodbye for today, I added my vision board for the year. Ashton inspired me to make a poster of my goals for 2022 in a creative and motivating way. Try it out – it was a fun process, but I think the rewarding part was really thinking over my goals to make them visual instead of just jotting them down. As a teacher, I often ask my students to transform their notes into a creative display of their knowledge, so this activity was perfect for me to deeply reflect on this year.

Enjoy each day. Take a walk outside and say thank you to someone for being here with you. Happy New Year, and I pray that 2022 is a beautiful and merry year for all.

Reflections

As the sunflower blooms….

In the backyard, I was reminded that it has been long time since I posted sharing my garden. It seems like summer and the blog are years ago, but really only a month. A lot has happened in a month with the start of school and getting out of COVID quarantine. My daughter went back to college. I will miss her so, but her time here during the roughest part of my diagnosis was a blessing. Our middle one is looking at colleges and our youngest still puts up with me watching shows together that make us laugh. A celebration of 22 years of marriage was blessed and my school welcomed me back with open arms just the way I am. What a month indeed!

Since it has been so long since I wrote, I thought I would get back into my blog with an update and hopefully the strength to continue this pursuit. It does relax me to write, garden, play farmer and share a story that many hold deep inside of a challenge out of our control. Going back into society and the classroom was scary. I loved the safety of my family and home built like a sanctuary to hide from the world that continues to seem so overwhelming with each breathe. At school, I was blessed that my fellow teachers pulled me right back in and my students welcomed me with genuine smiles on their faces when they saw me as it was the first time in person since Halloween 2020.

I’ve learned a lot in these 4 weeks back at work. How fast the rat race can pull you back in. I made a promise to myself to focus on the present day not rushing through classes, enjoying laughs with my students, conversations with my colleagues and hugs from the cheer team. I have a plan book and calendar that shows the days ahead but today’s business is all I can handle. Tomorrow has too many challenges itself whether another blood test, scan or doctor’s appointment that could change the present moment. We can’t control any of those moments so I practice being present in the moment whether I laugh on the way home listening to a book with my son or a long call from my daughter to hear about her day. Don’t rush the days as the world already rushes them for you, I remind myself. I try and share this with my students as we work together and help one another . The looming threat of a quarantine or the school putting us online seems to never end and we take one day at time.

In that spirit, I am allowing myself time to be in the backyard. Meadow has been by my side giving me licks and love every moment that I am home. Lego our older golden tore his ACL so he had knee surgery. It has been some crazy weeks. Talullah’s fur has become softer than soft and is always around for her treats. Lastly, the girls. The ones that I say I will hang out with them the next day but either I am exhausted or it is too hot and buggy. They have waited patiently. They love when I come to feed them and clean the coop. For this weekend, I told myself to give them a moment of my time.

So after I cleaned the coop and fed them, I decided a field trip was a good idea. We all gathered up by the back fence of the chicken area that led to our backyard. Their coop sits on the side of our house. They always follow my voice to “Girls” and so off we went with a call and an opening of the gate to a new world to explore. They enjoyed the run of the bigger space and the bugs that were about. As I watched them scamper about, it almost seemed liked they smiled. They were living for that moment not knowing how long that the trip would last but enjoyed every second until they went back to the coop.

As I have said before, live your life like a puppy. It is also important to listen to the girls. Waking up in the morning, they chatter away saying hello to the world. They are on the go once the sun opens the coop door. The field trip was a break just as we should wake up each day and enjoy each moment not worrying about the sun going down shutting the door for the night. We cannot control much, but we have it in our control to embrace life living one breath at a time. Whether facing chronic disease like me or work struggles, money challenges, social injustice, or even a bad day, we have the ability to stop and be in the moment. Let the chickens roam free and snuggle with a puppy as life is full of opportunities for smiles if we slow down enough to realize that the greatest moments are the small ones right in front of you.

Hens cackle to sing a song.

A song of life meant for one and all.

Listen to the cackle as they sing.

They might be telling you,

it’s your time to be.

Be the one who enjoys the day,

every second, every minute, every hour they say.

Be the one you are meant to be;

the hens cackled to me.

Reflections

Return to Normal?

Rainbows have long been an image of luck or hope. Well 20 days is almost up on my quarantine and I am longing to see a rainbow. I am back to my more “normal” life tomorrow and I can’t believe that I will be at work with my students. I haven’t been with the kids in-person since the end of October. I wonder whether my life will go back to normal or something new is ahead for me. Maybe a new rainbow? Today I am patiently optimistic that things will settle into a “new normal” routine. I can’t go back to life before the diagnosis but I can take steps to find my new path forward and maybe a pot of gold. The bumps in life don’t make life better but they help us see life in a new light and appreciate the rainbows more.

My new path forward?

As I step back into the classroom with my 6th graders, I have a new appreciation of life definitely as I teach the human body systems having a whole new level of understanding. Don’t they say hands-on training is the best? I guess that I wish that it wasn’t my own health for the training, but I will use my new understanding to maybe inspire someone to be the scientist we all need.

So as we pack our lunches, prepare our first day of school outfits, and make sure that we have all our materials, I think that it is important to be thankful. Thankful for my job, my colleagues, my friends and each moment that we will experience, each person we who will cross our path, and just being here where I am right now. It might not be where I planned or dreamed of; it might not be the way that I wanted to feel or look but I am here. I am thankful for being and breathing. It might seem silly or cliche but it is true. We often look at life as events and moments to get to. Sell the house, make that birthday party, run to the next sporting event, lose the 10 pounds and so on. We are always on the calendar that I have alerts set up for so that I don’t forget an appointment or a call. So in this moment before I engage back in the full rat race, I am taking a breathe to be ultra-present – aware that I am human. I am one person with struggles like everyone else. I have it worse than others and better than some. It is scary to say the least to go back, but I have a purpose greater than worrying about myself that gives me strength. I am to be a mom, a wife, a friend, a colleague, a teacher, a sister, a daughter, a mentor, or maybe even a farmer. I am going to be each one in my way knowing that with each breath that I take I am grateful to just be.

Family quarantine bday dinner

So before, I head back I look to the backyard knowing that I did not get all of the things done that I wanted to accomplish this summer since I started this blog. I am hopeful that this fall brings lots of gardening experiments, fun with the animals and precious time with the cheer team. As for the cheer team, they are still helping me each day and I know that they will be the first one to see me when I get home tomorrow. I am forever grateful for their love and support. So aloud to everyone, I am setting some goals for myself and this blog. I want to return to home-made cooking, developing a vegetable garden, looking into self-sustainable practices, and I would like to try some art. I know that my time is shorter as I head into the classroom but I am eager to continue the backyard as it gives me life and a sense of joy. I hope you enjoy it too.

Quick animal update….

Our sweet Lego torn his ACL so he had surgery yesterday and has a long road to recover. Meadow misses playing with big brother and is my constant buddy. Of course Tallulah is having a blast chasing Meadow or maybe it is the other way around. The girls are still figuring out the coop. They are always happy for treats and we have 3 to 4 eggs coming a day. I need to try a quiche. Next up for our to do list is the shade garden paths and maybe some lunch options for school. Enjoy this moment and give yourself 5 minutes to just love yourself for who you are right now.

I often dream of a time long ago

or a time not yet here.

Never spending time with the present me.

Each step in the garden, sprinkle of feed to the girls, hugs from my family or a strong breeze kissing my face,

I experience life one heartbeat, one breathe, one second at a time.

Rejoicing in life.

One moment
Animals

Welcome Daisy and Dandelion

Bitsy’s Backyard got a little bigger and extra noisy with the arrival of Daisy and Dandelion, 2 happy, hungry hens.

Still in quarantine, our sweet neighbor who had given us Darby and Delilah came over one night this week and added the two to our coop. Hoping to minimize the excitement and competition, they put them in right before bedtime. Well, Delilah was not as welcoming as one would have hoped. Masked up and armed with a flashlight, I went to rescue the new chickens. Can you imagine in the rain and darkness, climbing into the caged section of the coop? That was me still in quarantine but not wanting the local fox to find them out in the caged section. I caught them; opened the outside door to the coop and placed them in. Delilah was thwarted from keeping them locked out. Night one in the record books.

Now, the new hens figured out that the automatic door closes at dusk so they have learned to hop into the coop each night even with determined Delilah. One afternoon in a heavy downpour, Delilah stood in the entrance of the cage so Dandelion could not get into the coop where she would be out of the rain. When I checked on them, she was soaked through her feathers just dripping from the deluge of water. Noticing our top girl in the entrance way, I quickly scooped up Dandelion and opened the side door of the coop. Another save. Many days have passed now and she still goes after Dandelion by jumping on her back, threatening her at the entrance of the caged section, but each day seems to be getting better. Thank goodness, it breaks a teacher’s and mum’s hearty to see the bullying in the backyard. I guess I have another book idea for the girls. As my son said that I can’t rescue her each time as they have to figure out the coop on their own. So hard to watch nature in my backyard but as Bowen said they are figuring out and everyone is laying eggs.

Today, was coop clean up with new mulch and wiped out boxes. Changing out the mulch, freshening up the coop keeps the smells away even if I still can’t smell as well as helping keep the eggs clean. I have been recycling the Whole Foods bags as they naturally decompose . I used them to line the nesting boxes to preserve the wood frames. I have used them in other parts of my garden as they break down naturally. Yeah Whole Foods – thank you. I’ll show you my shade garden soon and how I used them.

While cleaning the area, we let them out for a little run. I had my son further away from me guarding the front so they didn’t escape. He made a funny TikTok of them trying to get by me. One hen had something in her mouth that was not appetizing but the other chickens obviously thought it was.

Next on the agenda for the girls is supplementing their feed to have tastier eggs and help one hen that has a softer shell. I’ll update our ideas as I finish some research. They roam free, eats lots of bugs, fruit and greens. They eat Purina full pellet feed as well. Fingers crossed for some positive updates about the eggs.

As I prepare for my quarantine to end (prayers please) and school to start, I sense an uneasy stomach. What is ahead for us especially in Florida? With my blood tests tomorrow, I must refocus on the AIH and pray that my liver is still ok since COVID. I remind myself that I must take one day at a time. Place my trust in God and know that I am not alone.

Have the strength to ask for help as you are not alone as most people around you are willing to walk with you.

Reflections

Can’t smell but still here.

The flowers are alive and so I am. I can’t smell but I love to watch the bumble bees buzz about.

I am here – please see everyone.

Well, quarantine – isolation whatever you call it, can seem like a long time. A feeling of losing time and how unfair these rules are. Well can imagine my surprise when they told me that a 20 day quarantine was the plan? What? How can this be real? I just spent all this time isolated with AIH and now I am back in my room.

At the end of school, I moved my desk out and redid my room design so I could have a new start. Now, I am back in here finding my new way through. Lots of questions and uncertainties swirl around. Will my immune system attack my liver? Have I made it through a COVID infection? How will I have the strength to work?

I was bummed and kinda down in the dumps but found some moments to laugh. The days go slow and are very quiet. I am blessed to have the backyard as it is refreshing and breathes life into me. For some reason, I don’t get much done and feel lost as time passes. I thought that I would post everyday and find some inspirational messages. That didn’t happen. I try to sneak around outside and do a little gardening away from everyone. I have been picking weeds a little but just not motivated to do much.

One little escape that I have been trying is to walk to the different garden areas that I have tried to create. Meadow chases me around and makes me laugh. Simplicity of life that is one thing I am trying to focus on. Life! I have been watching too much news on my phone especially about Florida Covid. It seems out of control; why is one life not valued. I am struck by the selfish of individuals and how we can’t come together to stop this virus. Rights and freedom are important but so is being a kind person-loving others. The science changes every day and we must work with it. As a science teacher, I explain to my students that scientists experiments often fail but it is their tenacity to continue the journey, to find the answers that makes the big breakthroughs. We need to question – we must always search for the truth together not against each other. We have come so far in our understanding and need patience and kindness to lead the way.

As I think about going back to work, I am nervous about my disease and now the delta variant. I have so many questions. I am meeting with one of my doctors on zoom in 45 minutes to see where I am with my ability to go back out after my quarantine. What will make this world safe for me? How will this impact my family? We have college to pay for and lives to lead and I want to work. I need to go on. What some take for granted as easy decisions become terrifying for us weaker ones.

So I return to the backyard and simplicity. We can’t get too crazy about things. We can’t make things the way we want them to be so it is fair. That doesn’t work and only makes bitterness. Each step through the garden and visits to Darby and Delilah breathe life into my lungs. Each step forward to peace knowing that I really don’t have control over much in my life. Breathe and trust. At times, we have to let go. I can’t worry about my white cell count which has terrified over the last month. What will my system let in to attack me – I guess one thing was answered – COVID.

I guess as I ramble on today, my plea is for everyone to breathe – think about what you can do to help others. Take those steps in your garden. Reach out to help others before you get angry at the news. I think I am going to try to say something that I am grateful for when I start cursing at the news. I am grateful for my doctors and wonderful nurses. They have shown me nothing but love. I want to cry and scream at them and they understand my fears. During these times, find gratitude. Thank you to all my family and friends that are always there for a quick cheer. Bitsy’s Backyard will find a way to grow and become fun. I don’t think I can make Clarkson’s Farm but I have a little slice of heaven here where magic can come alive.

Love everyone around you especially the ones that you think are unlovable.

You have to laugh when locked up and you find a totally relaxed puppy.

About Me, Reflections

COVID Happened.

Well, the event that we (myself and cheer team) worked so hard to keep away from me happened. I have been so careful and was feeling more confident. Living in Florida (lately COVID central), we spend a lot of time outside but with a weakened immune system the delta variant found a way in even being outside. It is not joke. Maybe a beach party, maybe the grocery store maybe anywhere – it gets in. So fast that you don’t even know. Nobody did anything wrong but it happened. So far, I am lucky. Once I tested positive, I received monoclonal antibodies and those little ones are like superheroes that stop my cold quickly. My dear friend helped me get them on day 4 and she is my guardian angel. It is scary how fast COVID progresses when you don’t have a way to fight for yourself.

For today’s post, I am back up again and went out for a little walk in the yard to take some pics. I had been out of it for a few – on day 6 of COVID – and I am up and feeling ok to write my blog. The backyard is a little bit of a hot mess. Maybe a hot, sticky, humid buggy mess. I can’t smell it so I am hopeful that the lavender is still filling the air with sweetness.

I ask myself why? Why so many challenges? Why so many problems? What have I done wrong? The questions are real and my heart wants answers but there will not be an answer. I look to faith which can be challenging for me as I even ask questions there. My chronic disease has tested me in so many ways and exploring faith was a huge journey over the last year. At times, life is too much and there is no reason. I am learning to let go and know that we don’t have control over much in life. I think about life as a roller coaster. We are all buckled in and the journey will take turns, dips, climbs and spins. You might see what is ahead but you might not see the corkscrew turn coming next. Some coasters go backwards – we trust the rails, the engineering and let go preparing to scream, laugh or maybe even cry. I remember a time when I was little when my dad and I rode the Loch Ness monster ride at Busch Gardens. As we get to the top, my dad sees the dip and looks at me in terror and screams “Oh God we are all going to die.” It rocked me – I freaked out. No, we laugh about that ride but how was I scared during the ride. It took me a long time to get back on a rollercoaster but I did. Just like we get back on the life coaster. I close my eyes into the dips pushing my head against the headrest. I control what I can control. I put myself in the best position that I know. Once the dip is over, I open my eyes, let out a scream and enjoy the flips, spins and the rush until the end. Life is like that – control what you can over the dip but let go and enjoy the rest.

Photo by Dana Cetojevic on Pexels.com

As I sign off today from my COVID isolation, I urge everyone to take COVID seriously. It might be annoying having to change your life but it helps. It helps individuals like me that you wouldn’t think are fragile. You help my kids who are terrified about losing their mom. My husband so he doesn’t suffer from a cardiac event from the stress. It helps my students so I can go back to work and hopefully inspire some kids to become scientists.

Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com

One lesson that leads my teaching is love. Love this world, love each other, just love. In every response to my students, I think about how can I show them love. So many in today’s world need love. You never need to apologize for showing love. So I might be seen as a lenient teacher at times but again the more love that you show – the more they work with or for you. Focus on others for a little bit. Even if just for today, what can you do to help someone today? The one thing that I know might help is to put on a mask. I am not getting into the vaccination debate though I have a strong opinion but the mask is easy. I see such mean selfish comments about this issue online and hear so much hate. Please help stop the spread of this virus; stop all the hate in this world. It is real and it hurts. It is scary and yes I know about the survival of the fittest etc. It might be true, but we are human with a wonderful brain to feel and care about others. Empathy is a unique trait and I think we should show the world what is like to be human – an empathetic human.

As Meadow urges –

Live each day loving others so we can make our world a safe place for the ones who aren’t loud enough to be heard.

Cooking

Too many apples?

I am not talking about how many memories that you can hold at one time in your head as we can never have enough apples in our brain. As a teacher, we were taught that as a student ages that they can hold 1 to 2 memories. By 24 years old, we can hold up to 5 memories or instructions (apples) at once until we age and then it starts to decrease. Ok, enough rambling. The apples that I am referring to are the ones on your counter when no one has decided to eat them. Once they are no longer crisp, my family decides that they are no longer edible. So back to my question, too many leftover apples? I love to make the family homemade apple sauce as either a yummy dessert over vanilla ice cream or a side dish to our dinner. Louie loves it with ham.

What to gather…

  • Apples – I have used all types and they have worked.
  • 1 tablespoon cinnamon – (I might add a little more)
  • 1 or 2 tablespoons of sugar
  • 1/4 cup of water

Let’s Start

Next, place the cut up apples into your 2 quart pot on the stove. Add cinnamon, sugar and water. Heat the mixture on medium heat until it starts to boil or bubble. Stir a few times and lower heat to simmer. Cook until the apples start to fall apart and you can mash them down. My family likes them smooth but others like them chunky.

The Apple Leftovers?

What about the leftover scraps?

The girls of course. They love the leftover pieces. Take a peek.

Cooking

Bitsy’s Chocolate Chip Banana Bread

One of the most asked for recipes in the backyard is banana bread. Adapted from Martha Stewart’s Baking cookbook, I made some changes to recipe for the kids as they love chocolate. We make it with chocolate chips and it super yummy enough that the swim team and my daughter’s advisory asked for it weekly. I thought it would be fun to share as I am making it for our visiting friends from the UK. Hoping to get 5 stars from their rating as we were joking about making Bitsy’s Backyard into an Air B&B or maybe a joint summer camp with their mum.

First gather ingredients.

  • 3 cups of flour
  • 1 tsp of baking soda
  • 1/4 tsp of salt
  • 2 cups of sugar
  • 3 eggs
  • 1 1/3 cup canola oil
  • 2 squirts of vanilla ( I guess about a tablespoon)
  • 2 ripe bananas
  • 1 cup of chocolate chips (more or less – depends on how chocolatey the kids like it)
  • 1/2 whole milk

Time to mix and bake!

  1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees and prepare 2 greased loaf pans. I use glass ones and spray with Pam spray.
  2. Combine dry ingredients of flour, baking soda and salt. I like to use a fork and mix them together. Next combine the eggs, sugar, and oil in a mixer until smooth (don’t over mix it). Then add the vanilla.
  3. Add in the dry ingredients slowly to the mixer on low speed. Mix until smooth.
  4. Mash up the bananas and then add them to the mixer. Mix again until smooth. I don’t worry if there are some lumps but depends on your eaters. I love a few little bites of banana.
  5. Last two additions – add the chips with mixer on low and then the milk again mixer on low.
  6. Once mixed together, pour 1/2 of the mixture into one pan and then into the other.
  7. Place in the oven on the middle rack and bake for about an hour.
  8. Most times, I find it needs a little longer so check with a knife that it comes out clean.

I’ve added some pics to help you through the recipe. It is easy and quite tasty.

Needs to bake for a little more.

When testing if the bread is done, insert a clean knife into the center of the bread. It should be pretty clean when you pull it out of the bread like the knife on the right

Bread is done

Fun thing while I was baking this one was that I got to chat on the phone with a dear friend from NY when the kids were little. Relationships and taking each moment to enjoy our time in this journey are the best gifts that we have. Fun to catch up but also knowing that we travel through this world together with people that share unique connections with you makes each day better. We are never alone and there is nothing better than sharing life with others especially over a piece of Bitsy’s banana bread and a cup of hot tea. I recommend Yorkshire tea or Taylor’s from the UK.

Take time to bake some bread for your family and friends. Relationships are the best medicine in our life. Smile we are not alone even when we feel like we are.